You feel your tongue swell and fill your throat

As you pull yourself out your shoulders burn

You cant breath

hot water drips from your head 

As you sit on the bench

Hands in your knees

To stop them from shaking

Suppose.. 

You feel this feeling everyday

From 6pm to 8pm

The hot water drips down you head

And you crave the satisfaction

Of not being able to breath

It pushes you to move faster

When you are already down

Suppose.. 

You wanted it so badly 

You didn’t know how to stop